When I have my own house, My voice will permeate the walls, I will find a home within it. My eyes will paint— with colours of light— On the ceiling, My hopes and dreams. My cup on the counter, My clothes on the chair, My hair—tied up in a bun as I cook— My dishes in the sink, My favourite songs on the playlist. Dancing around the kitchen with a slice of cake, And my pillows thrown on the bed— I am unbarred. Crying without judgement, Laughing without thought, Wearing what I wish— I am unbarred. Words spill on my table— Pages upon pages— Of every thought, every wish— And dream— That ever passed my eye. A wooden swing and green curtains, Blue-stained windows and red cushions— Golden light—banishing the shadows— All seen— in my home. On the wood and ply, Where the warmth and cold— Are— As they have always been— These are my hopes, and dreams— A small home— A big life— None to pick me apart, None to cast a shadow— On this little life of mine— None to erase me.